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Ok so I’ve decided that all I want for Christmas is an n93 Videophone… Its a freaking cellphone that shoots video!! I don’t exactly shoot any video now, but that’s pretty much because I don’t have a video camera to use like that… Anybody want to donate to my get a kickass phone fund?
I just found out that my site doesn’t display correctly with IE… any suggestions?
Well I know my mother reads this, but I’m going to talk about this anyways. I just found out that the Suicide Girls (NSFW) are putting on a Burlesque (NSFW) and that they’re coming through Dallas on November 4th.
Anyone want to go with me? as far as I can tell, tickets are only $13 (+fees) each.
Come on guys! doesn’t that sound like an AWESOME time?
I’m back in Dallas for a few days, but I’ll be moving back to dallas over the next two weeks. I’m not looking forward to moving back in, but it has to be done. I need to find a job, and then a place to live, but I think I’d also like to try living somewhere else. I’m not sure what kind of job I’ll be looking for either, I don’t have a collge degree, and I don’t have any skills that wouldn’t need to be trained. Wish me luck finding a job and an apartment, so I don’t have to live with all of this dog hair anymore.
My New Years Entry…
I haven’t update my blogs in quite a while, for many reasons. For one I just haven’t felt like it much. Mostly when I start typing, I lose interest quickly. I’m going to make an attempt at updating now, and we’ll see how far I get.
I think most of you know, but at the beginning of December, my sister was involved in a car accident. It was a rather life altering experience, especially for her. She was driving to class, when another student driving a motorcycle tried to turn across traffic in front of her, and slid under Jillian’s car. He died instantly, and even though she couldn’t have done anything about it, she feels responsible, at least to some extent. I know its been very difficult for her to deal with this, and we’ve done the best we can.
Everybody knows that Suzanne and I are no longer dating. And that sucks. Some days I don’t think about her at all, and some days, i can’t think of anything but her, and how I don’t get to see her, or smell her, or feel her touch, or even talk to her anymore, and I get depressed beyond anything. She’s dating someone else now, and she’s in love with him, and he’s in love with her. Fantastic. It’s been so long I don’t know if I can remember what its like to be in love anymore.
On to something a little less depressing now
Christmas break has been pretty fun. I stayed down in College Station for a little while after we got out of school because I wanted to hang out with Vanessa for a while, but she had to work all of the time and we never really got to spend much time together, oh well. I finally came home to Richardson, and made my mom very happy. Its was a little sad to see her dog Kachina(sp) though, because she was just skin and bones. Her cancer was really showing at that point. We went up to Iowa to spend Christmas with my mom’s family, and that was fun enough. My cousin Aaron got to come home for Christmas this year, and that made everyone very happy. I know its quite tough on his mom having a son in the Marines, especially last year when he spent Christmas in Iraq. I always enjoy getting to see Arron and Adam, my two cousins closest to my age. I like to talk to their brother Dave too, but he lives with his girlfriend and her daughter, and he works all the time it seems, so we never really get to chat.
I got an awesome watch for Christmas this year, along with the 9th season of MASH, and a Rachel Ray DVD set from Jillian, and I’m looking forward to watching that.
Its New Year’s Eve now, and we had to put Kachina to sleep today. That was very sad. We’ve had her for over fourteen years, and this house won’t be the same without her. Now its 11:08 and I’m in Richardson in my room for the most part. Don’t really have anyone to spend tonight with so here I am.
I hope everyone had a fantastic evening tonight, and i wish you all a Happy New Year!!
November 17th would have been my two year anniversary if Suzanne and I hadn’t broken up. And in 14 days we would have been in a gorgeous be and breakfast celebrating. The time in between would have been filled with endless games and mini celebrations to keep the fun going. I’m not really sure exactly how I feel about it to tell the truth. Yes it sad, and depressing, but I’ve been sad and depressed for so long I’m simply drained and have a hard time feeling that emotion anymore. Well that is what would have been, and this is what is actually going on.
Jillian just keeps getting worse and worse. She never leaves the apartment, except to go to her horse lab. When she is home, all she does is watch TV. When Vanessa tries to get her to go out and do something Jillian says she doesn’t feel like it. She went home for the weekend, so she’ll get to see Nathan (and how i feel about him is a completely different story) and her dog. Maybe it will help her feel a bit better and she can actually go to class like she needs to be doing.
I’ve been trying to spend time with Vanessa, and we’ve spent quite a bit of time together, but since school is so hectic right now, I don’t get to see her as much as I’d like. I’m still not entirely sure what she thinks about me, but she does let me take her out to dinner and to movies and the like, so she can’t altogether hate me. We had planned on going to get some sushi and see Jarhead last Thursday, and while we did go see the movie, by the time it was over, the place we were going to get sushi at was closing down, so we went to Chili’s instead. Friday she got us (Vanessa, Jillian and Me) a reservation at TGIF. That was pretty cool because we didn’t have to pay for the food. They were having a sort of training/grand opening thing. The food however wasn’t all that great to tell the truth. My steak was extremely fatty, but the artichoke dip was very good.
Vanessa’s Mother and two sisters came down for the weekend, but they’ve been so busy I haven’t had a chance to meet them yet, however Vanessa did say she would go with me to Tara’s 21st Birthday party. I’m glad I won’t have to go alone. I’m not anticipating seeing Suzanne and Tucker there at all. I don’t think i’ll be staying too long.
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